If I could choose only one page builder to use for all my clients it would definitely be Elementor. Elementor is a clean, pretty and free page builder with a lot of customisation options. If you want a simple and clean website or if you want a highly customisable website then Elementor is the way to go!
The way you see yourself is often the way you treat yourself and how you behave. If you think you are worth nothing and you are the scum of the earth there is a chance that you will act like you are the scum of the earth.